hmmm, sucks. not gonna be taking part in the fencing comp organized by our school tmr. i do wanna actually... think will have a better chance of winning a match than next year and it would also be good preparation seeing that we've not competed in ages. whatever la... at least got somethings to look forward to in the next week.

but... it seems like everyday is filled with so many ups and downs. i really dunno where i'm going next. kinda like this whole year... dun think i can take much more. everytime there's an up, there's a down. maybe its just me... bah, whatever... maybe one day, i'll become cold hearted and numbed to everything around me.